Wednesday, February 28, 2007
hello! (:i had a bad but good but bad day today.
here's the good.
i went shopping with mabel! :D we each bought one longsleve top! and i think i'm going to get the topshop one. changed my mind, heh! :D
thanks for the company babe! and all the talking. i love you! and ohhhh our plans! staircase! hahahah. oh and thanks for listening and for all the advises. and for sharing (: i love you darling! <3 xoxo
i just ate a lot for dinner. and i'm bingeing on rochers, AGAIN. so that'll be a total of 10 rochers this week. but ah, can't beat my previous record. 25 rochers in one weekend? ALL HAIL. the queen of fats (: aiya, chocalte my love! FOR YOU I WILL <3 HAHA.
thanks for the talk last night korkor (: thanks for everything. i love you kor! <3 wo ye ai ni! (:
shakti! i'm here for you! can't promise i'll be the bestest friend on earth, and i can't promise i'll understand you, but, i'm here for you, alright? you can call me 24/7! i'll try my best to be there for you (: and you dont have to worry about waking me up in the middle of the night okay? i'll be there for you to the best i can. i love you darling! <3 and i'm a total hugger. cheer up honey! love lots! <3
darling darling. oh puh-lease. what kind of friend am i? the worst, i admit. and i don't deny. but, what kind of friend are YOU? huh? who're YOU to say that to me? y'know, sometimes it's best to stfu. and quit picking fights. quit making something out of nothing. give me a break la please. i have enough troubles of my own.
and, i'm sorry for lying. i just don't want to freak you, scare you, hurt you, worry you. but, thanks for the concern and all. you two are the best ever <3 but. for now, pretend you didn't see anything? i'm just not really ready to talk about it to yal now. i'll tell you about it some other time. but for now. let's pretend nothing happened (: love lots, you two! <3
i don't know what you know and what you don't know. but anyways, i'm sorry. but. i don't see how that was necessary? ah.
GOODNIGHT WORLD!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i've to say this before i go to sleepi never thought i'd say this. but.
mabel, syahir, joash.
thank you guys soooo much. i reallyyy love you guys to bits and pieces. thankyouuall <3
lovelots
e <3
hello world (:
in short, i'm quite screwed (:
okay fine so nothing's new about that
but things got worse!
and that's the last time. eunice eunice, enough is enough. i've crossed the lines, long ago, and for too many times. i've been such a horrible thing. i've got so much to say, and yet, i've really nothing to say.
i should wear a watch. but, i hate watches! damn damn damn. LONGSLEVE SHOPPING! and errr, i feel cold (:
secrets, secrets. lies, lies. this ought to be the last time. this ain't easy.
arm and wrist. now i know how BIGGG a difference there is. gosh. ha.
hmm. and i think my parents are getting old and er.. out of touch.
okay that didn't make sense to you right. well it did to me. that's how messed up i am, up there.
yay me (:
on a brighter note,
- i'm going shopping with mabel tomorrow! like finally. heh (: longsleves! (:
- i have no homework today
- i can sleep from now till tomorrow morning (:
EAT THAT, SUCKERS!
Monday, February 26, 2007
sunday - sicktoday - tired
mummy cancelled tuition today so i can quickly finish my homework and catch as much sleep as i can.
anyways, here're the ONLY photos taken during cny visiting.
with their wives
and now with the third gen :D
gosh i look so bad ): and 5th uncle's kids have grown so much! gosh gosh. but their faces are the same hahahaha (x i'll upload some old old photos of us that we took like ten thousand years ago, and you'll get what i mean (: hmm next time we should take one with ALL the uncles and all the cousins! and and maybe we should take photos too, with mummy's side. haha.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
top 2 things found in your wallet:1.) receipts :/
2.) occationally, money.
top 2 songs you can listen to again and again:
1.) lalala (:
2.) ordinary day
top 2 reasons to watch television:
1.) HOTTIES; eyecandies
2.) er, nice shows?
top 2 places I'd want to visit 10 yrs. from now
1.) cloud 9 :D
2.) the moon (x
top 2 obsessions:
1.) FOOD<333
2.) shopping! :D
top 2 favorite nick name:
1.) -
2.) -
top 2 favorite foods:
1.) TOP 2? MORE LIKE TOP 100 LA. I HAVE TOO MANY ON MY FAVOURITES LIST! (x
2.)
top 2 favorite snacks:
1.) cookies!
2.) fruits, really! :D
top 2 favorite website:
1.) nehhh nothing.
2.)
top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
1.) very good grades
2.) absolute hotness. HAHA.
top 2 favorite colors:
1.) RED<3
2.) green!
top 2 favorite part of the house:
1.) room
2.) living room
top 2 things i can't wait to happen
1.) SHOPPING SPREE!
2.) something that'll change life drastically, for the better..? haha. dno (:
top 2 places where I love to shop
1.) errrrrr.. dont have top 2 la!
2.)
top 2 movies I could watch over and over
1.) ehh.. i used to watch the same barney tapes over and over, haha!
2.) lalalalalalala
okay, recap!
thursday - boring.
friday - the rain was a spoiler >:(
today - sleepy
i predict that tomorrow will be very sian, and monday, i'll be extremely tired. confirm chop one! lol.
haha gosh, life has changed so much.
i'm quite sure my parents think i have a boyfriend. that's why they've been so restrictive lately. especially my dad. all of a sudden he gets unhappy that he doesn't know where i'm going, and exactly what i'm going to do, and what i'm going to do with the money in my wallet which comes from his wallet, and stuff like that. and all of a sudden, his "because i don't like the idea" reason has come back. i know he has his reasons la. i guess he wants to hush cos he knows i'll be offended. well mummy and daddy, i really don't have a boyfriend. i really don't.
and mummy ahh. make up your mind. when i want to buy things, you don't like it? cos you say i look too old, and that i should dress "my age" and stuff like that and stuff. and, when it comes to ironing clothes, washing clothes, you say that i've to do it, cos i'm a big girl and i should do things for myself? so what. big girl or small girl? make up your mind la please.
mabel! haha well having that talk with you was nice (: glad that we both got all that off our chests. ahh, i miss those times so much. you're missed (: haha. longsleve cum bag bum bugis stuff shopping soon yeah! when i finally save up :/ and, woo, our plan! although we haven't really come up with much yet :/ oh wells. our plan shall work, right, accountability partner?! :D
em ee ass ass ee dee up! ha.
:/
Thursday, February 22, 2007
hellooooooohaha i'm tired :/
asjkdjaslkdjkasjdkjaslkdjkasjdas trouble trouble :/
it doesn't anymore. i'll try harder i guess.
i feel fat today! ): and my eyebags are HUGE. it's so disgusting. and i just had this HUGE plate of nasi lemak. i swear, it was so much. i bet it's like, more than 2 portions? but oh wells.
my mother says she doesnt want me going out at night ): i hate it when my parents selectively implement rules. so, i dont know if i can go ps with mab on friday. gr :/
okay i cant be bothered with blogging anymore so bye (:
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HELLO!crapping away with nicole ding SMACKS A SMILE ON MY FACE!! gosh i LOVEEEEEEE that woman. THANK GOD SHE'S BACK!
so now, we're the PPKs, the POKPOKKEHS. HAHAHHAHAHA. and and and! cos we're both pathetic and single, she's MY WOMAN! haha back off, all you lousy guys! oh but if you're un-lousy then it's a whole different story HAHAHHAHA. (x ok kidding. anyways. the next stufftoy or whatever toy that we buy together, hers is gna be called SUGAAA, and mine's gna be called SPICEEE. and she's called EVERYTHING, and i'm NICE. hahahahhahaha. ok it might not be funny to you but whatever. IT'S VERY FUNNY HAHAHHAHA.
do you know how ppk came about? HAHAHHA. cos, her initial's N, and mine's E, so we'd be the NE, which would then be NEHNEH. but nehnehpok is crude. so, screw the neh. WE'RE THE POKPOKS. but what's POKPOK without the KEH, eh? HAHA. SO WE'RE THE POKPOKKEHS! (x
I LOVE YOU PPK! <3
anyways today. school was :/ as always i guess. oh, but, got back lit, and, i improved! thank God thank God thank God! but as always, there's still A LOT OF ROOM for improvement. but, woo! thank God! haha (:
didn't do that well for that a math test though. but oh wells! haha didnt revise enough i guess. and i was too nervous? ahhaha.
let the fingers dance! commonwealth essay time :/
along the nice, smooth soft canvas
beidge and red, yum.
oh but they fade, with time
whether they'll disappear, God knows.
oh baby, let's do some art on friday night
sweeeeeeeeeeet.
White Houses
Vanessa Carlton
Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's 'til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]
HELLO! haha mabel and i are up to something exciting! gosh gosh exciting hahaha.
our plan's gna be wicked! yes a proper one, which we shall eventually come up with! and hopefully keep to
absolute hotness by 16?! watch out >:)
i hope our plan'll be successful!
:D
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
today, we surprised rachel. it was pretty funny, haha she was so freaggin cute. anyways happy belated birthday babe! papayas, marshmallows, and laughing at walls soon yeah! <3
rachel and joash! send me photos! mine arent very nice :/
nicole ding's back! haha goodness i missed her soooooo much. ding dong around soon okay dingywingy! <3 love lots!
haha, time to fly!
Monday, February 19, 2007
i miss my favourite girl ):timmm's back though! :D hahaha
i feel pretty today :D hee :D hahaha buttttt i feel fat today ): eat eat eat and eat. goodness.
went to dua beh gong's house in the morning. hahaha bummed on the sofa and watched crocodile hunter (: snacked a whole lot :/
lunched at home. mostly leftovers. ah wells. bummed bummed bummed.
went to dua gu gong's house. ha. bummed bummed bummed at the sofa. ate ate ate :/ hahaha.
that's about it actually :/ oh wells!
i took zero photos today. zero! when i'm feeling prettayeeeeee! what in the world (x
okay enough rubbish haha.
haha more of friday's photos!
these are ripped off jo's blog! credits to jo!
these are from jiap!
ok now im off to upload photos onto theeeee album :D hee :D
Sunday, February 18, 2007
I MISS NICOLE SHANNON DING SOMETHING SOMETHING SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! OH MY BUTTERFLY :/ COME BACK SOON BABE, I MISS YOU! SEE YOU THIS SATURDAY LOVE! <3AND AND AND, I MISS TIMOTHY KEK ZHIYANG! GET WELL SOON MACHOMAN! TAKE CARE LAAAA YES? HAHAHHAHA. SEE YOU SOON! <3
i dont feel pretty todayyy ): stupid bad hair day. but nehhhmine hahaha i shall be thickskinned and pretend that i am hot and pretty anyways :D confidence is the essence of x factor (: i think. HAHA. ok nevermind i should shut up because i do not have x factor so thus i should shut up HAHA and if confidence was the essence of x factor, then there would be no need to call x factor "x factor" anymore. however, x factor is called "x factor" and not "confidence", and thus x factor is not equal to confidence. HAHA WTH, i ate too many nuts and peas and timtam, my teeth hurt. i hope i didnt break my braces again! hahahha (x the old man would probably scream at me if i did. hahahah!
ooops i'm such a digresser.
ANYWAYS.
haha today was not bad at all! :D haha went for service in the morning with 5! :D
haha thennnn went to mama's house. ie my father's mother's home, all the way in tampines. saw quite a few of my uncles aunties and cousins and my baby girl niece! hahaha goodness me i havent seen them for like what, six years? and oh my tiannnn, i feel damn old, yet super young. old cos i'm an auntie? omg madness hahaha. but young cos like my cousins are all married or in uni or smth like that and i'm the youngest and i'm the only one still in secccccccondary school :D hee :D anyways, madness la! everyone looks so different, and yet the same! hahaha i shall post photos when i get them, yesyes :D hahaha.
thennnnnn went to popo's house. ie my mother's parents' house, all the way in dover. it was quite the same i guess. usual people, usual stuff, i think. hahahaha. food was great! popo's the best cook ever <3 she was pretty shocked when she saw me. i have no idea whether she was happy or pissed or just stunned. oh wells! she kept on sayanging me though, like slapping my bare skin, which sounded ouch and embarrassing hahahahaha but nyehh nyehhh i love my popo <3 (:
kaching kaching :D but no, i shall not splurge. all my angbao kaching shall go straight into the bank! splurging is strictly restricted to my allowance which i painstakingly save, dollar by dollar, cent by cent. it's meant to make splurging hurt (: and it's pretty effective.. er.. to a certain extent :D as in, it's a bit bu she de when i buy something but heh i buy it anyways :D:D:D:D:D which kinda pisses my daddy off at times :/ oh wells hahahaha.
and now, i'm home! yayness. hahaha. home sweet home (: let's see. i'm going to bed right now, and tomorrow i'm going to wake up bright and early and either get some homework done or go for a run! hahaha. goodness, i got an sms from some person whose number i do not have, asking about the stuff we need to study for history test. and at that moment, it dawned upon me. after cny, it's yet another assignment deadlines and common tests marathon. rawrrrr. evilness manz.
SYAHIR. YOU BETTER HAVE A DAMN ZAI PLAN FOR ME TO EXERCISE AFTER CNY AH. COS AH, I'VE BEEN EATING A LOT AND I FEEL DAMN PUI NOW ): SO YES, I'M COUNTING ON YOU AND YOUR ZAI PLAN AH!
i should make my blog private! :D but then again i think that private thingy is hackable, so it's kinda pointless huh. haha redundancy manz.
ok randomness!
there's something special about you
that keeps me coming back everytime
and yet when i've got you
i wish to change my mind
you you you.
the same story, the same response
and yet, what more can i ask for?
maybe it's just too much that i've been asking for.
superficiality vs depth
appearance vs reality (haha, LITT! )
too idealistic?
now or never?
decision or fate?
and how far would you go, how far would i go?
where do we choose to draw the line?
too little, too much?
and who's to say.
now, never? some other day? when?
i can't take a step forward
and i can't take a step back
yes, i'm stuck
leaving the world suspended
and i just cant move
i cant break out of this
i feel like a leech.
a sympathy sucking leech.
a sidekick
your shadow?
a woman who cant stand on her own
have i no backbone?
for i crawl on the ground,
either to be crushed
or to hunger endlessly.
a leech.
a blood sucking leech.
and i've given up with you and your riddles.
i dont like who i've become.
fullstop!
have you seen the advertisement where it says. if your life were a movie.. blah blah. i think if my life were a movie, it'd be overdramatic, seriously. like those soap operas. and i wonder why they're called soap operas. i mean. soap? why soap?! how random. i shall call my life movie sugar opera. cos i'm craving for sweet stuff now. i'm going to drink sprite ice.
okay i'm off to bed! hopefully i dont forget to wake up to do my homework tomorrow morning. cos if i forget, i shall be done for!
OK GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY <3
oh God, this is driving me crazy. and yes i'm holding on to You and Your love. the only thing constant in this world, other than change. i guess i'll leave all this to the Potter's hands, yeah? (: or maybe i'll be a butterfly! or a diamond! haha oh God knows what. either way, God knows what He's doing yes yes (:
Ride Of Your Life
John Gregory
Wishin on a shootin star
But dreams alone wont get you far
Can't deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?
C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life
In your heart
You know what you must do
You only have yourself to answer to
Don't let fear of falling hold you down
Your spirits flying high above the clouds
You're going there
C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life
You're on your way
No looking back
There's no future living in the past
You're free at last
Laaaaaaaaaaast
You're free at last
C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life
C'mon
C'mon
Get ready
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yours dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
oh gosh oh gosh
i feel like killing someone.
okay maybe not literally
and neither cos i hate anyone
i just feel very kasjdlkajskdljalsk
and i need to vent.
but hee i want to wear pretty clothes so i shant _. but i think that's the only thing stopping me. gosh, after cny.. haha.
gosh sometimes life sucks to the max and the whole world disappears and sometimes you wonder if you're a joke to them haha but then again whats new about that?
i'll smile and laugh anyways
cos emo's not cool.
and cos i'll live longer, that way
and cos you and your games are not worth the frown(:
la dee dum :D
dinner was actually great! daddy bought some sort of er pork and he cooked sharks fin soup, which was darn nice. and mummy cooked sakor's chicken and the usual vege and stuff. gosh, my dad was so excited. super cute la. hahaha he poured me like 2 bowls of soup and he tried to give me even more! but i said i was full cos seriously la omg i ate damn a lot can.
hahaha i slept the whole of today away. cos i was feeling kinda sick. yukyuk. but yayness, i'm fine now cos i think i slept it all away (:
okay time to sleep again haha byebye world!
and i cant believe myself
i refuse, i dont want to do this again
cos we all know what'll happen
and i dont ever want to do that again
Friday, February 16, 2007
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned
Don't try and test me cos you'll get a reaction,
Another drink and I'm ready for action,
I don't know who you think you are,
But making people scared wont get you very far.
hello!
haha school today was kinda boring. i have bad eyebags today ): stupid la last night blah blee bloooooo. classes were super sian cos c'mon la it's cny! ajskdljalskd. chinese was interesting though, we watch this animation on this pig whose shit came alive and blah blah. hahahah. it was damn sick. but it was funny. the total defence day cum cny performance/concert thingy was.. pretty boring actually. oh but i liked the tdd video clips! damn funny hahaha. anyways sorry if i was a bit.. jaskldjlask here and there. tired i guess. haha.
saw the nj girls today! namely JINNIE <3 WILONA <3 becky and liz! haha hello nj girls :D omg was soooo happy when i saw them. cos, i thought they were only gna come like in the afternoon, and i'd miss them again ):hadjshajkhd. but i didnttttttttt! (:
JIAP, JO, AND WHOEVER ELSE. SEND ME PHOTOS! (:
oh and korkor, thanks sooo much for talking last night. oh man i havent c---d like that in ages haha. hope you werent too tired today. and thanks for listening and for all the advise and for praying and everything. i love you korkor! <333
met carolyn after school at holland v. i bought sandwiches from provenance and we headed to starbucks! :D hahaha i had fun crapping around :D i love you babe! <333 xoxoxoxo
nicole ding's flying for thailand tomorrow! oh man, my favourite girllll! ): take care alright babe! i'll miss you very much! ): and boby misses you and spongey! love lots girl! <333 xoxoxox
tim's going overseas tomorrow too! bleah! you silly person, better take care of yourself and get well soon okay! don't eat too much junk, i know it's hard, but, justtt don't laaa! haha take careee (: love lots! <3 hahahahaha macho macho mannnnn! (x
oh, tonight's reunion dinner with my grandparents, my uncle, and my family was pretty okay. the steamboat was nice! haha yay my grandma's going to take me out for xlb and all that soon (: yay i love my grandma, cos she loves me so much and she talks to me like as if i'm some silly little girl who should dress very modestly and behave like how a school girl should and be careful of bad company and study hard and do all my homework and dont wear short stuff or show too much and no low cuts and wear stuff below the kness?!?!?! hahaha goodness me. but i love her very much cos. she knows where the heart is (:
and, oh man. gong gong's condition's kinda.. worsening? i dont know. he's kinda really spaced out. and his memory's a bit.. off. and his posture's getting worse. and he's like getting weaker? physically and mentally. oh goshhhh. he's had parkinsons for a couple of years already. and.. these are the signs. oh man. i'd better be a good girl and study hard, to give him something to be proud of me about. and to make him happy. while i can :/ oh man scary scary. but at least i know where he'll go when he goes (:
i love my gong gong. and my popo <3
okay, some of today's photos! and then i'm off to bed.
okay that's all! (:
Thursday, February 15, 2007
i feel like gaaaaaaaaaaalavanting! :Dand being a camwhore :D
dang dang if only i was older. i wouldnt be in the house now doing math and physics and blah blah blah homework!
anyone wanna meet on saturday? :D HAHA i'm like free till night time, where i have some redundant family reunion. i mean c'mon la, it's gna be at home, and we're just gna eat the SAME FOOD that we eat everyday! so seriously, i dont see whats the point. and why why why. why doesnt anyone tell me anything around here ayy?! rubbish manz. theres reunion dinner at my grandma's house, for just my family and my uncle, and i only JUST found out? and i only found out by accident. wth man!
and guess what haha what the hell man for cny there's like only two days of continuous bainian-ing so i got 4 outfits for NOTHING cos i'll only get to wear 2! or at most 3. HAHAHAHA OH WELLS. I <3 THEM ALL ANYWAYS (: ahahhaha!
sing sing sing sing a song! im in a GOOD MOOD and thus i shall let the whole world know :D
ladeedum (: i feel pretty! oh so pretty! :D so pretty! and happyyyy! and gayyyyyyyy! :D ahahhaha :D i feeel so prettyyyyyyyy, toooday! :D
okay enough, homework! hahaha :D
YO WOMAN!(: haha oh btw,this is KNEECOLEEE DING AGAIN :D howdy eunice's world!(:
we're gna meet in uhhhh a weeks time or so!(: HAHA and ive yet to pass u ur vday gift (: (: (: HEH HEH.
since youre guestblogging for me,i shall return the favour too :D HAHAHAS.rmb we must save up okay!for our WH skirts (: and MORE TOPS.HAHAHA.
anw,dont let small things put you down okay!(: just walk away and dont turn back (: hahas.i love you la woman (: ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! :D
XOXO & MANY HEARTS,NICOLE :D
and our many pics rock man.our hair ties & clips,our spastic faces,spongey & boby!.
haha spongey sends his love from my home!hahaha.
<3
hello. school today's been the usual. and as anticipated, we had firedrill during english, which was very timely (: spent recess doing bio, which we didnt hand up in the end. physics test was pretty easy. bio prac was pretty slack.
and i binged, again. i guess i'll put on. but whatever. i'll find a way to lose it. i've got the drive now, anyways. thanks or no thanks to.. er.. haha.
i guess i'll get used to this, yes? (:
anyways here's goodbye to.. something. haha.
i kick you back.
the doors slam close
there's no better way.
seal all the cracks and gaps
i dont want to see, hear, smell or sense anything from inside.
seal every inch of the door, if i must.
and the seal dries up, it hardens
for enternity.
put chains around the door
chains with the thorns of roses
and lock the chain, lock it good
with a hardened heart.
carve a tribute on the door
for the sake of all those memories
dont worry, the doors dont bleed.
and nail dead roses unto the doors
whisper to them stories
of what was left unsaid
take a step back.
say your last goodbye
cos no, there'll never be tears falling
no, i'll shed not a tear for you
behind close doors.
i know you'll die in there.
but whatever, you'll die sooner or later.
there's no turning back
i leave.
okay thats all haha
to lighten up the mood,
and for all that nostalgia,
some olddd photos (:
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that's all! homework calls so byebye (:
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
and i seethe harder i try
the worse it becomes.
valentines day! hohoho. my 15th year single, er, yay! (: okay fine so there's nothing much special about today. thanks prisci shakti and seeyue for the flowers! and all you lovelies for the candies and such (: i'm going to grow fatter! but, ah, heck. indulgeeee (:
wasted time at home, as always. then i went to take a nap, haha. took really long to fall asleep. had some horrible dream, which i can't exactly rmb. and, i overslept! oh great, now i have to stay up to study physics.
oh goodness.
it cant get any worse than this
aye?
oh wells what the hell
happy valentines day yal
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
<but i cant.
out of yours, out of mine.
into the dark woods to die in peace..?
ha.
hello! hahaha.
today was kinda crappy. i've been super duper frickin tired the whole day, goodness. and, cos of some swapping here and there, we had all 3 sciences today, which is such an overload, thank you very much! we had part one of chinese test, it was okay i guess. chem lab was alright, but i feel lazy to do the homework. grahh. i wasnt really following during physics, i was busy stoning, and i'm so going to die. bio was interesting. mrs macdougall's a good teacher, she's interesting. but somehow i was trying super hard not to fall asleep :/ e math okay.. i like my test results very much. haha. but other than that e math was just.. okay. haha. mrs ang is really nice though. she's like really optimistic and encouraging and rewarding (: i like mrs ang, yes i do (: lit test after school. oh the horror. prepare my grave. and please, i actually do like white roses. mrs seetoh's so going to vomit blood when she marks my paper. i really need to buck up on my lit ): sigh sigh. which reminds me, our lit book.. ahh shucks. went running after that. jo and esa zoomed off, leaving me and amanda(ongko). later on, amanda(woon) joined us. we ran 5 rounds, as we had planned. it's good, but yet it's deffinately not good enough. and, damn, i'm so darn slow. bahh. and i got a stitch towards the end of the 5th round. oh bummer.
i binged today. i had. 1 microwave egg (which exploded in the microwave, according to the happy cook, my father), guilinggao, 2 bananas, 1 digestive buscuit, 1 cup of soyabeanmilk, fried potato slices, fried fish, stewed chicken with the chewy mushrooms that wouldnt go down, 2 portions of mango (hee :D), half of the huge packet of lays bbq, and a cup of sprite ice. and other things too la, which i cannot recall because i'm stupid. and i'm supposed to be trying to lose/maintain weight for cny? oh goodness. i'm going to be a fat monster for chinese new year. shoots. the only thing my relatives remember me for is that i'm pretty. (yes i know i'm damn thickskin). but no, this chinese new year, all they're going to see is a big fat blob of fats, otherwise known as the fat eunice goh yi en. i bet you, they're going to say that i've grown taller. goodness, what mockery. i haven't grown any taller since p6! what a joke man. and, i bet you, my eldest uncle is going to comment on how my teeth are straight, as straight as his (fake, i think) teeth. and he's going to wonder why my braces are still on and when am i finally going to take them off so i can have nice and pretty straight teeth like his (fake, i think) teeth. ugh. and what else? oh, i bet they're going to ask what stream i'm in. and i'd have to say my subject combi in chinese, which i have no idea how to?! and then, they'd say that i have to study hard, so that i can be clever like my brother. and blah blah blah.
the whole valentines day thing is getting to me. as in. i'm not lovesick or anything (thank God), but, AIYA, it's just strange to be completely single la haha. and to be spending valentines studying physics? sian. sian sian sian sian. and, i really dont know what to get for my friends. i'm pretty broke so i cant get flowers any time soon, but if i wait too long then it wont be special anymore cos it'll no longer be valentines day. i cant bake, and i cant make jelly hearts cos. actually i can. but. aiya. i'm just not in the valentines day mood and i would like to go running now thank you very much (:
and on second thoughts i dont want to know who it is this time. spare me.
i cant believe mrs poh is giving us amath test tmr! valentines day leh! not that it's going to be special for me. but. it's valentines day! give all those couples a break la! and give me a break la! how to study for a math when i'm busy being busy? hmm? aiyoyo. hahaha. but oh wells. get it over and done with la huh! a math, hurry up be done with me! pssssssssh. i hope i do well, though. but then again, i shouldnt expect too much cos today's a math revision isnt going too well, and i got most of the questions i attempted, wrong. and those that i got right are like the basics of all basics. and i didnt even get to logs. i gave up at surds. hurhurhur. i dont like surds. but i guess logs are fine. i just dont really get those with (lg something)^2. but oh wells.
i remember i had lots more to say, but, i cant rmb what it was anymore. haha oh wells.
oh wells. bathe, homework, sleep.
i will.
even if i can't, i will.
i will i will i will.
Monday, February 12, 2007
dont think you've got me, i know what's going on.hello! haha i just realised where my money flew off to. sigh!
i just ate super motherfathering lot of food. shoots! ahsjhdjsakd. situps situps here i come! it's been ages since i did it on my own accord.
3 more hours till timothy kek zhi yang's birthday! the day where, 15 years ago, the world became a sad sad place, cos of the birth of the world's biggest loser, noob, and dodobird, 3 in one! HAHAHAHA. kidding :D happy 15th birthday tim! <3
tomorrow tomorrow. lit test! hahaha i hope i dont screw it all up again ): and and, after lit test i'm going running with jo and kat! <3 hahaha.
i kept on falling asleep on my tuition teacher today, i think i made her sad and annoyed ): but but she was really nice. so so sorry laoshi! ): and thanks for cheering me up by talking about foodieeee (:
i wish one day, at a party, with all my friends, i'd get really drunk, and give everyone a piece of my mind, and say all the things i dont know how to say, or cannot say. then i can speak my mind and not be accused of being insensitive blah blah. okay, randomness. hahhaha.
i've been getting pretty annoyed lately. because of. stuff. but yeah whatever, it's not my fault i get annoyed cos seriously you're really annoying.
and, wth? i am not your AT YOUR SERVICE WHEN YOU WANT ME, OUT THE WINDOW WHEN YOU DONT friend, thank you very much. quit rolling your eyes, glaring, whatever. grow up. and just. stop taking it out on others. but as always, whatever.
i cant move on from all this, i dont know why
it bums me that i'm so bummed
arent i supposed to be stronger than this?
i am i am, i know it, i am.
even if i'm not, i don't care, i'm telling you, me, everyone
i am. i will be. whatever
i am.
wait, no. God is. therefore i am.
an
on a lighter note (i think), some of sunday's photos.
and cos i'm missing some of my friends so much, some old pictures.
carolyn. hollandv date soon! <3 take care in ac babe!
mingxuan. call soon la you busy kukupi! take care and have fun on fridays! :D
guoren. raffles! hahahaha you must tell me about your very exciting valentines day and your very exciting love life okay! hahahhaha.
seow. happy belated birthday manz! hahaha we should catch up soon, busy man!
syahir. get well soon kor! <3 and take care (:
joash. oh gosh, you've grown so much! you're like soooo much taller now. but, i dont have any of your bigger pics so.. haha! xP
stace. take care bigsis <3
kara. meet up and catch up soon babe! <3 take care and, i love you!
meiyan. loongy babeee! i miss you very much ):
jinnie. gim so jin! i miss you very much too! ):
wilona. hey sexy! i miss you very verymuch toooooo! ): <3
cheryl. babeee! how's life over there in aussieland? <3
charmaine. havent been seeing you around as much anymore! ): take care darling! hughug <3 i love you babeeee <3
glenn (:
sarah. get well soon meimei! <3 i love you loads <333 take care, alright?
------. damn, i miss those innocent, happy times. those were really, the best days of my life. <333
and nicole ding, although we just met yesterday, cos we're not going to see each other for 2 weeks straight and thats sad ):
and a few more, but, it's inconvenient to put their names or pictures here cos.. well thats that la! anyways, to all you lovely people. time's passed so quickly, and we've drifted so much, it's quite sad actually. anyways, hope to meet up and catch up with you lovelies soon <3 love yal
and lastly.
whether things go back or not
i guess life'll get better
eventually.
tag replies!
<esa>: thanks!you really made my day better!mr ong,interested in eunice is it?*shakes head*
haha welcome <3 i love you babe! and dont talk rubbish la ahhahaha.
<anm loves rdq>: hi
er. hi.
<NICOLE>: babe!thanks for everythinggg (: i loveee you <3
i love you moreeeee! beautifuuuuuul i just want you to knowwwwwwwwww you're my favourite girlllllll! <3
<sharkaloha>: helloooo ! <33
hello! <3
<NICOLE>: WOMAN,I LOVE YOU TOO <3
i love you too too, woman! our date soon! <3 lovelove!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
maybeee.maybe history will repeat itself
and maybe we've matured
or maybe we've became worse
maybe this could be so much more
and maybe this could stop right here,
thank you very much.
hello! haha.
friday.
just like any other friday. after netball, stoned at the canteen, then went running and hollandv with mab.
saturday.
cip! haha my first time. it was pretty okayyy la. hahaha. went to ikea with plee after that, oh gosh, the sun was so damn hot la! burn burn hahaha. thanks plee for the snake! :D hahaha :D thennn we bussed to the wrong mrt station, and i went to church and she went home. we had mass wg meeting, it was good! come to think of it, it's actually quite exciting. haha! :D hmm, ushering and service was okay. hmm my takeaway from service is to make time for God, so that i can grow in Him. and that, troubles are good in some sense, cos, it's when we're facing troubles or when we're down and out, that we recognise we're in desperate need for God. and and, to surrender the majors and minors of our life to Him. yupyup! haha. dinnered at pizza hut, happy birthday seow! :D
today.
met glenn for a while in the morning. went to qcmc! haha with dingyyy :D it was pretty okay, hahaha. thennn we went town, and ate really good stuff! (x then we kinda walked around and lalala. i brisk walked home! i'm so proud of myself :D and and and, i zoommmmmed! home just to talk to nicole ding! <3 woo i love that woman.
nicole ding! womannnn <3 thank you(: hahaha. and and, our shopping date after chinese new year! hahaha our wh skirt and our matching tank tops and accessories and many many many many other coolio things! <3 woo i love you woman! <3 XOXO
okay, dinner pack room bathe homework!
i think my money flew away, literally! ): i cant find it! psssssh >>:(
Over It
Anneliese Van Der Pol
How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world
YEAH!
So can you get me outta here
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same
YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over it
Over it
And when the world is closin' in
I can leave it all and just walk away
I can always start all over again
I am closer to a better day
[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Take Me Away
[chorus]
Take Me Away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
Over It
I am Over It (over it)
Friday, February 09, 2007
i guess sometime's i'm better off alone in a world of my own.Thursday, February 08, 2007
hello world (:life's been.. strange lately. haha. oh wells. serves me right (:
yesterday.
pe was alright. miss shaddick's not teaching us bball anymore, cos mrs chan's back! haha it was pretty.. er.. interesting (: yes, INTERESTING! hahaha. hmm, e math. thanks mrs ang for the tins! :D:D:D:D haha yay i like mrs ang, she's so nice (: lit was okayyy. history was okayyy.. kept on drifting off though. oh wells. chem was.. overload! a math was erm okay. bio test was bad ): as in, the paper was easy, just that, i still didnt really know for sure, like 100% gurantee chop, that my answers were correct. but oh wells. lesson learnt. study in advance, and dont do last minute (: and dont assume it's easy so you can do last minute. look at it this way. if it's that easy, then it wouldnt cost you much to study it early, and then study it all over again the day before. okay i dont think i make sense to you. oh wells. haha. anyways met mabel at kap, we did quite a bit of e math! not say aaaaaaa lot, but aiya not bad la huh! and then, we went down to coldstorage to get food, and we took ultra long to decide what to eat. we walked through the whole place more than twice i tell you! haha oh wells. i had fun (: went home, didnt do much.
today.
had compre test today. i for summary we're supposed to write not more than 160. and i wrote like 220+++ haha goodness me. but nehmine, we still have one more period, i think, to complete our summary. haha! e math test was okay. i'm not too sure about the answer for my last question. but ah whatever. a math was alright. we're back to graphs, sigh. i dont really like graphs. physics was.. too long. haha. overload! and bio was SERIOUSLY overload. as in, dont get me wrong! mrs M is REALLY nice and interesting and all, her and her "spastic drawings" and sperms having lots of mitocondria so they can swim the atlantic ocean, and everything, haha! it's just that i guess bio interests me only to a certain extent, and i was already sianned from physics. so yes. haha. lecture on governance was okay i guess. barker boys are.. smelly. hahahah! went kap with mabel again, heh, and we had ice cream and talked about certain issues. haha you know, i was thinking of all that once, but haha you made me realise how selfish it is, in a sense, cos you really really really hurt those around you, and how silly it is. haha (:
i'm really looking forward to the next 3 days! friday cos there's running and studying with mabel, saturday cos there's cip and church (and dinner..?), and sunday cos i'm going mab's church and we're all going town and i'm finally meeting agri the hot babe and i'm finally getting the top! (: but, i can predict, as always, homework and tests and the other side of life really ruins it all.
oh wells.
nicole ding! and everyone from the class of 2006. all the best for tmr's results! and don't be scared or anxious or whatever la, trust God! i'm sure yal will do perfectly fine and score nice and pretty perfect scores cos you guys studied so hard and everything! and yes i can testify to thatttt (: and and and, even if (TOUCHWOOD) you dont do well, dont be sad okay! and, the 1900-euniceiscool-7871 hotline awaits to hear your good news! :D
okay goodbye
maybe that day will come
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
for well to do kids,who more or less have the resources to do whatever they want
it's all a matter of choice
how successful you are.
success is not completely determined by whether you're "stupid" or "clever"
it's not a matter of whether you can or not.
it's a matter of how much you want to,
and how hard you try, and how much effort you put in (:
it's about being wise, knowing how to make the best of all that you've got
time, resources, brain.
but, we're too discouraged and weighed down by our failures
to dare to try.
so, we'll never succeed?
HAHA, ok that was random. that's what being crazy does to you! okay goodnight!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
HELLO WORLD!tomorrow's loong meiyan's birthday (: happy birthday woman!
tomorrow's also bio test. i just typed notes, and i think they're really prettayeeeeee! hahaha yay :D and now, to memorise. pshhhhhhh. and and, i havent done my bio minutes yet! sian la do tmr. hope i dont get killed!
today.
lit. got back diagnostic test. i failed ): but frankly i wasnt too shocked or affected by it cos my lit has never ever been good so oh wells. not to fear, i shall try my best to try hard and get better grades and improve and not be so brief and be more detailed and have a closer analysis and er stuff like that (:
the rest of the day was ohhhhkay.
minute taking for bio is stressful. she talks so fast, it's hard to follow, especially when you're dead dead dead sleepy and tired! oh wells oh wells.
after school went running with jo and ongko and xingyi and esa. but esa didnt run in the end. and ongko and xingyi only ran a bit! and i was running so slowly, and jo was running so fast. okay maybe it's just cos i'm slow :/ oh wells slow and steady wins the race! i hope! ha. but er quite retarded la we only ran 4 rounds. but heh better than nothing! :D
the dinner i cooked today was surprisingly good! :D and, it was healthy. so, yay for me! :D
esa babeee! dont pressure yourself too much alright? having goals and expectations and blah blah.. all that's good to have, as motivation. but dont let setbacks put you down too much, alright? dont be upset or disappointed, or whatever it is. be understanding to yourself! and whatever it is, we're all here for you alright! love you babeeeeeeeeee <3
friday after cca i'm going running with mab! hahaha we shall run and run and run and yes, run somemore! haha and then and then go bathe and then go holland v's sandwich shop for our dear ol sandwiches which we havent had together for like ages!!!!! heh i'm really really exciteddd (:
okay, bathe then bio!
Monday, February 05, 2007
i had a point, and i was about to make it, before my train of thoughts were pushed around and jumbled up.and i've lost my train of thoughts again.
in short, i'm really fed up with life.
HELLO WORLD!
nicole ding! <3 haha dont bang your head anymore okay! i know you're damn excited to go shopping with me, understood understood (x HAHA KIDDING. take care girl! later you get balaku! then you'd REALLY look like a MAD GIRL. hahahhaha! kidding (x thanks for your letter! :D i read it hahaha. OH, BOBY MISSES YOU AND SPONGEY. WE SHOULD BUY IKEA SNAKES, THEY'RE GOING CHEAP! HAHAHAHA TO KEEP SPONGEY AND BOBY COMPANY (: i'm going to seeeee you on saturday AND sunday! with mabel and melissa png! :D exciting exciting! :D I LOVE YOU GIRL! <3
i came home from tuition at 5 and it's 630 and i still havent started on any work whatsoever yet. damn, not good. but whatever! this happens every day la huh! get used to it, haha!
I'M FRICKIN GNA PUT ON WEIGHT I TELL YOU. firstly, this weekend, i ate an entire box of fererro rocher myself. that means.. 25 rochers?!?!?! zomgxzxzxzx i bet i wont even be able to fit into my frickin big school uniform tomorrow la! fats fats go awayyyy dont harass me! i hate consequences >:(
thank God lit test isnt tomorrow. i'll just drop on the floor and die! actually not really la. but i'd just fail again i guess. sigh sigh!
haha charmaine! the lit teacher to be! hahahaha i shall mooooooootivate you to teach me lit! :D:D:D:D:D and you shall moooooooooootivate me to learn lit! we can form an alliance and motivate each other and lalala we can both do well! :D nicenice sweet sweet oh yes :D
haha, i hereby proclaim this coming.. wednesday EXERCISE DAY! i shall burn all that fererro rocher fats man. i shall run and cycle and work that ass! HAHA. but i bet in the end i wont. BUT I HOPE I WOULD (:
you shouldnt judge a book by it's cover
but then again
i do know some friends who'd buy a book just cos it's cover's lovely.
and i've been too damn naieve
i really should've have believed
but then again whatever
at least now i see the light
i'm no one to you.
i shall reply tags here instead on my tagboard cos i feel like it so there! xD
<ianny!>: hello EUNICE GOH YI EN!!!
<ianny!>: woops i din see it refresh so i type again. ANYWAY HELLO EUNICE GOH YI EN!
ian: HELLO IAN LOUIS EVAN CAI ZHIYONG! wahseh your name's damn long! hahahaha.
<anonymous>: you look nice in your photos! (:
anon: errrr thanks! hahahahhaha that's cos i only put up the nice photos luh!
<tUck>: and you are anonymous!
tuck: errr...?
<mab>: I'M COUNTING DOWN TO SUNDAY! haha take care loads! <3
mab: i would count down too but then hor my math too jialat so.. ya! ): haha but yes i'm quite excitedddd! <3 see you around in school! :D
<kai>: heys, eunice the great =P hahas. nice blog
kai: hello kai the kai! :D
<kf>: eunice the PRETTY! :D
mr ong: HAHA mr ong the PRETTY too?!?!?!??!?! (x hahaha keeeeeding. hello m-r ong! (x
HELLO GOHYIEN AND MY HOT WOMAN'S WORLD (:
this is NICOLE DING AGAIN :D
HAHAHA blogging on behalf of eunice cause for the same reason as always (:
WOMANNN (: i had fun with you on sat!EAT SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP & MORE SHOPPING & CAMWHORINGGGG :D HEHH thank you for everything & for all the fun! :D i love everything tt we bought heh but I LOVE YOU MORE :D and i know im stupid to keep banging my face on the car door & fitting room door.HAHA.
WE HAVE ANOTHER DATE ON SUNDAY (: this time with mel & mab! :D
HAHA AND I CANT WAIT ALREADY :D
im gna see you on sat & sun.that is,if i have face to meet anyone after getting my results on fri.
HAHA.anyhow,I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH & THANKS FOR THE LONG LONG LETTER!
XOXO,NICOLE & SPONGEY.
<3
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Give or TakePug Jelly
We use to go for coffee and we used to go to talk,
Remember times we use to share and soon they'll all be gone.
Sunny days and summertime won't be the same again,
You've gone away, not fade away
There's no telling when...
Things will stay the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feelings will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take
First day at school walked into class,
To all those staring eyes.
They looked at me so differently, I can't imagine why,
I had to leave my home and friends, to come to this place.
Things are strange i feel the pain, i do now feel the same
Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feelings will not change
Friends forever, Give or...
Take my life away.
Everything's changing now,
I do not feel the same.
I'm going home, i'm not here to stay.
Friends forever, Give or Take
hello!
haha i'm so sick of homework and bahh everything, i have decided to blog about yesterday which was such an awesome day, to make me happy and gay! (:
woke up PRETTY early so i could leave the house in time to meet dingy. crazy woman banged her head on her car door? siao man. hahahah oh, and, APARENTLY, we were on the same train. coolness manxz! hahaha. it was so early the shops at orchard were mostly closed, so we tried looking for b&j's but we couldnt find one so we almost went xlb but then we decided to head to heeren to look around but the shops werent open too so we went taka instead to eat foodieeee and have ice cream :D we had chicken rice! omg super duper filling can. but it was quite nice! hahaha but there wasnt soup ): and we were like DAMN bloated. and then, dingy treated me to venezia! haha yoggie and belgium chocolate, i think. omg! damn nice. but ah, i was holding it with my left hand and it was so freezing cold my hand turned pink and numb! :0 sucks la hahaha OH but the ice cream was DAMN nice! thanks dingy! :D hahaha. ohoh, dont forget our saving up to buy skirts from wh thingy! :D:D:D:D woo. ahahha. bought tank tops from some shop, happy happy! :D hahaha. then we headed back to wisma to get heels for me and flats for her! oh man i LOVEEEE<3 my heels! hahahaha damn nice :D and i like dingy's flats! her flats have caught my eye many times before hahaha just that i have a similar pair so yup. and so yes, happy! hahaha. okay so then we headed to bugis. and i got my wallet from the wallet shop! heh i love my new wallet :D:D:D:D happy! hahaha. then we shopped at bugis street and dingy bought like a bag and 3 tops? cant rmb. hahaha. and i bought ermmmm a top! hahaha. and then we headed to the department store and i bought my bag :D and then after that i was left with coins and no more moneehhhhh. but wah shiok la zhun zhun the cost of everything and the money i had was JUST NICE. haha yay :D i'm so contented with yesterday's shopping, i'm really motivated to save up money so i can shop again! :D:D:D:D hahahha.
we took like sooooo many photos la hahah happy! :D and and, we'd asked this lady to take another photo for us at the bugis fountain, and it so happened that she was promoting canon printers, so she took a photo for us with her camera and printed two copies for us there and then! ahahah coolness man. and she even gave us EACH a pair of movie tickets, which means 4 tickets! oh man oh man i was like woo! hahahhaha coolness man.
dingy! hahaha thanks for yesterday! i really really really had lots of fun, haha you make me haaaapppppppppppy! :D we shall save up and go shopping again soon ya! :D hahaha. woo shopping with you is damn fun. try try try buy buy buy, hahaha! and all the highness and laughing and 18923712897312 photos oh man! hahaaha :D thanks for such a wonderful time! love you girl! <3
some photos!
haha so after we were done, we trained to church. hahaha and in the train we were compressing all our bags into bags and i managed to reduce everything down to two bags! hahaha and dingy reduced everything down to 3 bags! hahaha I WIN DAMN I'M PRO HAHAHA. we managed to reach church in time, yay! hahahaha but we were super duper tired la hahaha our legs and muscles and aiya our entire body was like aching like mad la! hahahhahaa.
ushering was fun! oh, calvin koh caught a lizard in a pepsi bottle. it was so sick la! you could see the heart throbbing away. eewwww sick sick! haha oh sermon was good good. haha i'm the yellow smiley face (:
had dinner with sarah and ginny! haha then we headed back to church and syahir and i talked and then we all stoned and lamed and then mummy came and lalala went home! hahaha didnt do much at home, couldnt seem to get any work done ): sad man sad. hahaha. slept! had some crazy nightmare that was really ): ): ): ): ): ): but :/ oh wells. it's just a dream i guess. ha.
today! went church and TRIED to do homework. finished e math! haha and most of a math. got 2 more questions to do for a math haha. hmm. lunch with mag rach leon caleb and jeromeq was super funny la! hahahah rach and i were laughing like crazy and mag took a video, i hope it doesnt circulate! it's so silly hahaha we were laughing like lunatics. and, i dropped a cheesefry on my jeans :/ it was damn funny though hahahhaha but sad la! cheesy jeans ): poo ): hahahaha.
photos! hahahaha the attack of THE CHICKENBACKSIDE HAIR! HAHAHHAHAHA.
i must say. zephy is damn good at math! and grace wang is damn good at teaching math! hahahha.
okay im going to do my zuowen
i've really really really lost a lot of motivation :/
ah wells.
i wonder what's going to become of my arabstreet date with jo next week, since we have cip and all :/
i've a dress date with dingy mab and melpng next week! haha hotness man. dingy and i are gna visit their church next sunday! and we're ALL going to wear dresses, yes yes. hahaha. and then after that we'll go town! i shall watch them shop, and exercise from all that walking around. and then at 4 i shall meet agri :D haha the nice blue tube top! <3 woo! hahaha exciting man :D:D:D:D:D:D i'm really excited!
haha you won't believe it, but i actually have too many dates for valentines day! wth right. hahahhaha. i wanna spend vday with all my lovelies! like, mabel, nicole ding, jojo samq ongko esa, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, physics! ): there's physics test the following day, evil evil miss or ): ): ): the government should make vday and the day after vday public holidays! then sure got a lot of babies born in like november december, HAHA. i mean seriously. making 14th and 15th feb PUBLIC HOLIDAYS would not only boost the economy by DAMN ALOT, it'll also increase birthrate! hai, if only the government shared my sentiments. i guess it's most likely i'm going to spend vday with my hot and sexy PHYSICS TEXTBOOK and grahhh just geek out at home :/ sian man. damn sian.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i really need more motivation to study hard and stuff so that i can excell and do well and not end up dying when eoys come, or when the big o's come next year. haha sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. no motivation! ): forever damn sian, or dont understand, or dont absorb. bah ):
it's struck me.
life's changed, so so sooooo much.
everyone's changing.
for the better or worse, i dont really know.
and so am i.
friendships are dying.
i'm drifting. you're drifting.
and no one cares.
and it's only going to get worse
"it cant get any worse, it cant get any worse"..?
haha. i wish.
i wish.
treasure the happy moments
whether you're really happy or not.
time to write my zuowen on "my brother's secret", which is about my brother's secret girlfriend. juicy juicy :D but aiya obviously it's fictional. we all know my brother's a very very good boy. hahaha. but then again, just like in the story.. "mei2 xiang3 dao4 you3 yi4 tian1..." HAHAHHAHAHAHA. you never know man, you never know (x
okay zai jian everybody! :D
[edit]
i was looking for a song, but i couldnt find it. do you know the song that goes "friends forever give or take". i cant remember the title! grahhh. anyways, instead, i found this song.
Friends Forever
No Secrets
Sometimes people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see
And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That's when I knew
That I had a friend so true
If my world were crumbling down
You are the one I'd want around
Cause through everything you've shown me that
You were the one who had my back
[Chorus]
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cause you'll be forever in my heart
That's where best friends are
There will always be hard times
I'm glad I've got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smile
I just have to say thank you
For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn't have to
That's when I knew
I had a friend in you
So if your world should fall apart
Call me I'll run to where you are
I only hope that I can be
Half of the friend you've been to me
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Where would I be
Without you by my side loving me
Anyone can see that we're the real thing
No matter what and always
Come whatever
We're best friends forever
[Chorus]
Saturday, February 03, 2007
HELLO!shopping with dingy today was DAMN FUN! i'm lazy to update but i know she will update on every single detail! :D:D:D:D:D:D so i shall just post photos :D
today's photos are up on http://new.photos.yahoo.com/euniceisnotabimbo/album/576460762388104607 ! :D
Friday, February 02, 2007
damn sian. damn damn damn sian. i shall go to sleep after this. and wake up early tomorrow. i guess. haha.1. ANY SCARS? IF SO, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
haha, quite a few! :/ accidents and er haha.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
haha, paint!:D
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
black sleek and sexy. chocolate <3
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
errrr aalmost everything!
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
haha, nope!
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
haha, everything.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
so so so much.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
i dont know.
9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
cancer.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
not really.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
yup ):
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
haha er, a math >:(
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
errrrr dno!
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
whatever i find hot and sexy :D
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
errrrrrrr..?
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee <3
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
er, pepperoni!
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
EVERYTHING! (:
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
haha i dont know, too many alrd la!
questoin 20 got lost in the wilderness hahaha!
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
how would i know.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
haha errrr nah not really.
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
eh?
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
the nice ones you buy with money
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
haha i dont know
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
haha i wish ah!
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
dog? i wish. haha.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
haha
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
tell them la!
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
a number from one to a hundred! damn i'm clever.
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes (:
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
haha errr dno.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
annoying things? ha.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
duh.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
haha, i'm lazy and i make a lot of mistakes
36. MOST ANNOYING HABIT?
i laugh too much it annoys people which in turn annoys me
37. FIRST JOB?
haha muggertoad.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
(:
39. WHAT WHERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
bathing
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
haha nah no need (:
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
cos i was about to go crazy
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
haha ermmmm dont tell you! but aiya it's all just cos people're being polite and nice(:
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
i'd be sad, but i wouldn't really care much
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
the best time of my life(:
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
3! (:
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
eunice! duh.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
haha nope.
48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
learn tingxie
49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
granola bar
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
errr.. sometimes.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
er, chicken! :D
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
yup, plenty.
54. If YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
haha nope, i dont think so.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yeah):
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yup,
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
haha, i shout cry and throw things. i tickle fight when i've a lot inside that i cant let go(:
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
i dont know.
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
cltohes
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
i dont know, barbie?
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
i dont know!
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
oh no no no (:
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
haha nah.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
haha.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
ridiculous.
67. SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE, YOUR BACK OR STOMACH?
all over la. mostly side.
68. YOUR FAVORITE TIME-WASTING ACTIVITY?
haha, wasting time!
69. HOT OR COLD?
hot, just like me! haha kidding.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
vanilla
71. ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?
hell no
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
red and green
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
haha lots.
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
4):
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
what?
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
best day of my life, jesse mccartney
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
ribena
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my brothers friend who was calling him. brian, i think.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
appearance.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
..?
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
you(:
82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
sweet stuff! milo sprite blah blah blah
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
sleeping?
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
purple, really.
86. EYE COLOR?
hot pink.
87. HEIGHT?
19238012983091283092183901283km
88. SIBLINGS?
7 x 10^71823781297321 million
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
july
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
oh yes
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
some chinese show
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
haha no day
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha, no la!
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
spring :D
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
both, please(:
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
recess
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
your mother's cousin's mother-in-law's grandmother's fifth uncle's grandson's daughter's bestfriend's boyfriend's sister's husband's secondwife's brother's friend's dog's previousowner's long lost kindergarten friend's grandmother. (:
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
NA(:
100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
dont think so la!
ifeeldepressed):
thursday.
really really really boring. bio prac was horrid, i'm such a loser ): had mass english test after school, and then i went home. didnt do much. got pretty fup. slept late again.
friday.
oh, that's today. haha. school was pretty boring. errr. netball was oh-kay. didnt do much when i got home. tried out outfits in my room, i got so crazy i camwhored a bit. i look horrible. but whatever. oh yes, i opened a box of fererro rocher! 25 in a box <3 teh seks i tell you! i ate like 7. haha! some kind of screwed up diet, eh.
tomorrow!
i'm going out with dingy! woo hot date man :D i'm really really realy excited! hahhaha (: we're going to drop till we drop! and, b&j's or xlb! ah dillema dillema (x ohoh, and camwhore and camwhore and camwhore! hahahah and thennnn after that we'll rush down to church by 315 for ushering stuff (: and then at night i'll do homework and all that crap haha.
i have so much work on my list, it's not even funny ): yes i feel that heat. ): sucks man.
haha. my mood's been swinging like swing swing swing! crazy. haha. i guess i've been happy, but. i guess i haven't been happy more too. but oh wells (:
i've become very sluggy. which is bad.